posted at Thursday, June 18, 2009 at 11:56am

good man will not always be a good man..
Yesterday was my turning point in my life..i feel really tired..there’s a lot of things in my mind and heart that i couldn’t keep it again..but i couldn’t tell anyone also..then where should i lay on? Everything i did was always wrong even what i am now was a mistake..then who am i?no one realize that i was there, that i was also have a heart, that i want to be appreciated..i was tired to be blamed of everything..but still i couldn’t say anything to anyone..too much considerations to take..then i ran away from my life..from anyone that makes me felt afraid of life..i knew that i was wrong when i did that..but what else i could do..i’m really sorry i’d makes you worry…i promise that i will be a better girl now and then..that i will take care of everything..that i will not run away again..and still be who i am..